take a hard look back on your life,
21 one years and too sad to cry
and a stained glass
let the pain pass
always half gone,
its just half gone
couldn't fill up
your heart like a cup
go to sleep when there's no one to love
they're all long gone,
they're all long gone

the clock is at half past
one,
and you're not quite done
the bottle is half capped
and plugged
but you're still just drunk

I was swimming out to the raft
the current was too strong to out match
I just wanted to be one of the crew,
not a pale kid who wants to be one of you
so I'm drowning and it seems like
when I was young I
stared at the mirror, when I was alone
and I dreamt that someone would know
coming into an open door
stay a while, and a while more