so I spent my christmas
withdrawing from bliss
with people all around me
tremors yeah half awake
wondering if I'm faking
blue sheets blue covers
her face

and you'll feel much worse
before you feel much better
sped up so fast
in a christmas sweater
she slows down
she slows down
so I can get her.

Laps around night time
the square where we stare
into the night sky;
in time for the blue moon
turning to ice

the holidays and I'm eating
sleeping listening with ease
to serene memories
I never met someone like you
no matter where they sent me
California or Lantana
heres my wednesday bandana
and a thursday beanie