if you judged everything i am off of everything ive done you could write me paragraphs about the person ive become because you have a lot to say about some places i have gone all the way to michigan and up toward oregon if you knew why my name to you is something different than the name i use you could guess that my fingernails have not been kept quite as well as you probably guessed because you thought the things i've done before will be coming back up then what you have will always only be what youve got and my apologies but I will not be that and if you want my hand so bad then tell me what you got mapped out on her hand a plan of something I don't want.