socially,
the social me
is mesmorized by the social I
soberly stroking the
subtly of ordinary--
future mistakes
and maturity make me hate
the way I see each day
I'm always disappointed
even when I'm excited;
excitement anxiety
enjoyment reciting
entraptment clauses,
we can just once but never again
because you're so superior,
decades above and beyond
and you seem inferior
the mess that we made
and lay in what we got
I made up my mind
and you made up yours too
stand firm in your morals
I'll stand with mine too
sex is a signature
that validates love;
intimacy is fraudulant
that voids the precious,
kills off the innocent
we've always been guilty
just now we commit to it.