I found a reason not to do it
pleased and fond
in season blonde on brunettes
make my whistle wet
politics amongst addicts
are always dead wrong
to rights, the right to forget

in hind sight,
was it better
in my blind spot
she shifts like glitter

how can you smile
when you're dying inside
its hind sight
its in hind sight

taught a lover
how to catch her a lover
wallow and swallow
so shallow it kills her
taught a lover
how to catch her a cold
shadowing some other
virus or nother

I thought
a lover
fully understood lost
I cant find my way back
and I'd never go back
fully understood lost
tapped on the gutter
to reach her asleep in the gutter
spun up like a manger
or carriage or nother

I turned blue
and the sky turned down
its lights
in this brilliant half sky

Telescopes turned towards you
on a hollow ground
a higher ground
here's to higher power
and stumbling around

only priests ask why
only squares believe priests
who circle checks in relief
that their peasants pay tarrif fees
who pay for indulgences
and pray not for you
but I turned blue and the half sky turned down
head lights
in this brilliant half sky

some morning
when the stars have been spent
mourn the warrior
wife child and life be repent
by a nuclear family
father martin the worrier
pushed down his hand and he
blew it all blew it all away.

I never took
my medication
my expectations
always budged through
I'm not indicating,
I'm just explaining
I have no reason not to

I may look sedated
it's all related
pharmacy petty, wrong hand played
penny pushers
there's a higher up aboard
scripts they just write more
casting the addict playing customer
and pharmacist type casted whore.

When its said and done,
then it'll be over
I'm not sweating ice yet
I'm not sweating ice yet
there's no need to panic
because when its said and done
everyone gets what they get.

today already feels like tomorrow
and ended up like the day started
i smoke the brand they always said that I oughta
but it sort of
feels far off
and I feel
particularly
pardoned
of all outsmarters.

last week
last week
left behind
in lieu of days
last week.

turn the cranks oh
keep the pace up
quick fast and its
whiplash
when they shake down
their dirty hands down
my leg
to my waste

wasted a lifetime
recognized a lifetime
that its fairly early,
is still a long time

sentence
direct demenstrate
to anyone you can
dominate
raise the stacks like dominoes
before its on wrong talk
that silent conversation
that turns shoulders,
I suppose
this tradition existed
before nations were formed
first families with
lots and lots of papers
coward shots toward later
when maybe someday
its worse to die on their knees
than win as a player
hard hitting truths that missrepresent
mutually asking
why the fuck
no passing go no
fucking idaho oh colorado
dustbowl snowballs
dust will blow
like its always done
and snow will melt
and dround the knowers
thinking and rising tip topping
towers; laws hiding lows
will float fine and high
till youre back turns upside
face down the wrong side

and it was always going to be this way
like will had a place
on or tongues or our faith
believing one man speaking
for all man
such a bad omen,
nobody noticed
and nobody cried.

High when I woke
the doctor's a joke
when he keeps insisting
on another prescription
21 and one new addition

I can't measure the length
of the meters of debt
to haunt me all throughout
life until death
and I'm buying my breaths
trying not to think of you--
silk eyes
hide the truth

testing the outcome
wondering how come
single is infinite
followed by things
I'm not proud of
that I'm gonna live out
silk eyes
hide the truth
silk eyes hiding from you.