Things I want to do:

Play shows in Portland
Go to Phoenix
Go to L.A and wander
Go to Shytown
Record music in Albuquerque
Take a road trip for no less than six months
Start to play shows again..

I feel like you do
a walk in the park
and shot in the dark
when street lamps turn blue
I feel like you,
you feel like I do.

You wonder
what for
when you're hiding out the side
you can't use the front door
never have to say more
cheapening a coupon
to balance out a whore.

Lead me to the wolves ever night
rip apart my feet walk and bite
snip and snipe,
fix the why
and turn wise
turn to cold ice coal
left alone,
don't touch a still born
he'll wake
and don't deteriorate
depleted trimesters,
semester
long over

and I'm long awaited
confiscated, loan lively
death wish;
contraband you found but planned
to find, didn't you
nothing goes smoothe,
a smiling nod with one tooth,
an inside job you just threw;

and if I sit any quieter, I think I'll fall apart
blow away like raindrops--
drowning in the lake
suffocate amidst other things
nothing speaks louder than dragging
a flower; patches of flour blow
flashes of powder show,
gashes and gashes flow

I'll compose a final note,
amuse a muse,
I can blow one more note
re-fuse the fuse;
show em up,
shot hot streaks
stretching sorta sunken
sad little smile
you've only walked a yard
stand still afront the mile;
you have only a little
more baggage than to stay a while.
kicking stomping ragging
to kill a little child
the seperate thing
to keep us neat

Suicide and envy,
lying binds and heavy
heaving outlines of hearts on my head,
flowers to wed
me to a breath,
first of all,
last wish next.

yeah speed in poland spring
sprung magic watering hole
half hearted hungry but,
amped beyond
strike me as a magician
struck me with a wand

signed the check like an autograph
said its just a habit--
called the waiter with only wrists
snapping flicks and signed her name for him
modestly incapable
shame me under the table

fences couldn't keep me
locked inside
fences couldn't keep you
on the outside this time

walked down 5th with no wallet on
the gauntlet
swinging bells like a circus ground
prince charming I got your daughter now,
whatre you gonna do,
prince charming I got your daughter now
I guess that makes me one of you
yeah one of your own.

of course we do
though I don't want to